The following are testimonials and reports written by actual clients, and shared with their permission. These are for you to gain some insight into the potential experience you might have at My hand. By no means will their experience nor their activities apply exactly to you though. Your scene activities and experience will be uniquely yours.
OH MY GOD! THAT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!!!!
Let me say that again.
OH MY GOD! THAT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!!!!!!
You are too kind to me. The whole scene was just getting better and better as it went along. And what you did for me at the end was icing layered in chocolate chips with a cherry and whip cream on top! I just LOVED the whole thing! I was flying so high last night as you probably noticed. I am still flying high this morning, though more grounded and sane . . . and yes I can walk now; – ) It feels that all the disciplining you were doing up until now culminated in a mind exploding experience last night. I can go on and on about how intoxicating last night was for me in general.”
BW – Los Angeles, CA
I felt many contradictory emotions during the hour that we were together, Sir. There were moments that I wanted to laugh, exhilarated by your pleasure and the way you teased me for my confusion; there were moments of lust, where I ached for more pain and for the warmth of your hands on me; there was fear of the pain and then freedom in embracing and surviving it; there was a childlike happiness as I melted into the comfort of your touch after a volley of blows which nearly made me break down sobbing. You could easily have broken me, Sir, but you chose instead to push my limits and connect deeply with me on our first session. I called ‘yellow’ at one point quite early on (mostly out of nerves, not because of anything you’d done) and you responded immediately, lowering the intensity for a while before building it gradually back up – and building my trust in you at the same time, allowing me to relinquish more and more control to you and to gain a sense of freedom in doing so. I felt weightless and joyful afterwards, floating in an altered mind-state but also strengthened in a lasting and profound way.
Thank you for this, Sir. It has touched me deeply and I look forward to many future sessions with you. You are truly a Master of mind, body and soul!
Isabelle H – London, UK
Thank you for our session this past weekend. We appreciated that you took the time to calm my nerves and answer all of our questions and ensuring that we were comfortable. You never rushed the process or pushed anything on us, you took the time to check in throughout the process. It was a very emotional experience for me and I am grateful for the release. We felt safe working with you and it was a great experience. Thanks a lot for everything.
Christina & Mike – Hamilton, ON
My session was just perfect for me . Master Tom incorporated my suggestion very well which made this a very customized special experience. It was meaningful to me, which was and is very important to me. I had requested an intelligent BDSM experience and that is what Master Tom delivered.
As I was being spanked I was also being educated in the concept of compliance, control and submission. Very sitmulating. The amount of pain he inflicted on me was just right without even me knowing it. I know I could have taken a much stronger beating and at that time I felt that I should have been subjected to more . However, I am glad Master Tom did not.
As as beginner I haven’t fully understood the concept of pain. There is immediate pain and then there is post “experience” pain. I did realize this. I felt this pain after my session and was quite surprised. Master Tom had restrained me in leather cuffs and a spreader bar and then the St Andrew’s cross.
To my surprise I found this quite exciting. What was so surprising is that how quite I beacame and naturally submitted to his power. Somehow I naturally took on the sub role without any hesitation. This goes to show you the “mastery” Master Tom has over a person.
The best part is that it met my personal needs. Master Tom clearly informed me is that the session is about the two of us and that I should not compete or compare my self to other subs. It shoulld be wonderful interaction between two concenting adults to meet the specific needs of each other.
I think a true testiment of a any Master of any trade is when the person wants to come back for more. When I first began my journey I had just planned to visit Master Tom once to see what BDSM is all about. What he has done to me is that he has left me with realy curiosity and wonder and i want to go back for more.
Thank you for a wonderful session.
Sam – Toronto, ON
I recently had the opportunity to serve and submit to Master Tom. From the start, he was professional and in control, even in the clarity of his requests for information about me and my interests.
When the date and time for the session arrived, Master Tom was clear, in control, and firm. His knowledge of his art was immediately evident, and I felt safe in his hands and challenged by his dominance. All throughout, he kept my body and mind on edge, working with the seeming effortless that only preparation and expertise allows as he crafted an experience suited to my kinks and his own pleasures.
I can without reservation recommend Master Tom to anyone ready and willing to experience submission as a physical and emotional sensation.
Eric – Toronto, ON
My session with Master Tom was one the most intense, emotional experiences of my life. I felt intense pain, euphoria and pleasure all in one session and was finally able to connect to my true sexuality deep inside me. Master Tom is intelligent, strong and compassionate and he provided a safe and stable environment for me to truly embrace the emotions I was going through during and after my session. I feel more sexually, emotionally, and mentally confident and I could not of seen that without the help of Master Tom. I highly recommend his services !
Kaitlian (Kathy) – Toronto, ON
Hello Master Tom,
It is hard to put into words my experience of last night. There was so much going on within me that it is a bit hard to parse out. I will start with my experience after I left. I walked around for 10 or so minutes before I got in my car to go. During the walk a had a little giggle fit which I wasn’t surprised about given what happened. On my drive home a fell into a very mellow euphoria. That lasted about an hour and then I was exhausted. My whole body was/is very relaxed. A lot of tension is out of my shoulders and I feel more supple all over. I still didn’t sleep much which surprised me because I am so relaxed. An after effect of last night was that my neck is pretty bruised up. It looks like I have a bunch of hickeys. I am going to have a fun time explaining that one today in class ; – )
My impressions of the actual session
Words like fucking amazing, intense, terrifying, transcendent, incredibly intimate, life-affirming, painful, exciting, weirdly blissful, scary, empowering, overwhelming, other-worldly all come to mind. There was so much going on. Oddly enough, it wasn’t very sexual for me. or maybe it is better to say that whatever sexual excitement there was, was drowned out by so much else. I went into an alter state where there wasn’t much coherent thought going on. It was mostly animalistic emotion and sensation. I was operating on a level I haven’t accessed too often. It was a meditation on fear, threat, shame, pain, and anger. It wasn’t a meditation of floating above those emotions, but more of abiding in those emotions. And yet, somehow, even as I was doing that, there was something impersonal about all the sensations. I was somehow quiet and safe within all that. I really experience that impersonal quality towards the end when I was crying. It was like the body had to cry and there was very little ‘me’ in that..
What i found to be the most powerful aspect of it was when you would encourage me to articulate what I was feeling, needing, thinking. . . For some reason, I find it incredibly shameful to speak out an emotion or a need when I am actually experiencing that emotion or need. I can do it after that need or emotion passed, but to do it in current time makes me want to hide. That’s why I wanted to bury my head in you. I couldn’t face looking into your face. It’s just too fucking vulnerable. For instance, to ask you to your face to hold me is just terrifying to me and brings up huge amounts of angst and shame. Far more shame then you criticizing my penis. (Actually, when you criticized my penis, I found it fairly innocuous. It was almost a relief to have it said out loud. I know I have a small penis, why shouldn’t you acknowledge that). So I found it really scary when you would ask me what was going on. For some reason, I couldn’t lie or redirect. In that head space, anything but honesty seems too complicated. Everything was so raw and immediate.
The butt play was surprisingly not erotic for me. It was just like another sensation – not bad by any means. It just wasn’t a turn on. The times I really enjoyed butt play (and was able to loosen up a bit to take it ) were when I was really horny and wanting to be filled. Last night wasn’t horny for me. I was dealing with needs that were far more basic than “I want to be fucked”. It was more like “I want to survive”.
When you were dragging me around on the floor and I was all tied up, was really intense for me. I fucking loved and hated it! I also loved it when you would hold my head and slap me around when I talked back. I felt so close to you in those moments and somehow so loved. (WTF is that about ;-). The St. Andrew cross was also very intense. I don’t think I could have started with that one, but as a finale it was great.
I am already having fantasies of our next session – of being hung up by my arms and whipped all over like you did to me on the cross; of being dragged around more; of being screamed at face to face and of being made to look right at you as you do it; of you forcing me to tell you my deepest fantasies, fears and needs and my mind goes on and on.
I know I am rambling a bit, but it was such a profound experience for me. I want to articulate it for myself as well as you. There is so much I want to explore with this. A part of me wants to tell everyone about how great this is and another part suggests prudence and patience. I am still a bit giddy today from it. I am feeling very bright and free and maybe a tad manic ; – )
I want to thank you so much for this experience. I love what you have done for me. I look forward to submitting to you again…
… I continue to process all this. This morning in my meditation room I started weeping out of gratitude. As you probably noticed, I don’t emote or weep too easily, so it was quite surprising that it came up so spontaneously. I am very grateful to you and our session. I didn’t think this would be so impactful and transformative. It has opened my heart up deeply and has awakened a strength and confidence in me.
PS: I told my husband about it. He was totally supportive and very surprised. He now knows what he is getting me for my 50th birthday ; – )
Brian K. – Cincinnati, OH
Our session was not kink, but a work of art at the hands of a Master. It was a revelation. Words cannot describe my discovery… my awakening. I thank you graciously again.
Daniel – Wellington, New Zealand
Hello Master Tom,
Thank you for providing such an intense session two days ago. It was a wonderful experience on many levels.
I searched you out specifically for the purpose of being whipped with a singletail. You took your time going over my desires, showed me the various whips and then got me prepared, mentally and physically, for what was to follow. You are very tactile, and the counterbalance of a soft hand after hard strokes was welcome.
When you secured me to the St. Andrew’s cross, I was ready for the experience. While the whipping was very painful at times, you read my body and never pushed beyond what I could take. I particularly enjoyed your rubbing my back with a whip before using it on me.
The overall redness on my upper back and buttocks has faded, leaving some marks from the hardest lashes that you applied at the end. Those should fade in a few days. I had mentioned that I enjoy having short term marks, so thank you for them.
I know that, as a sadist, you enjoyed the session. I will be in touch to arrange a future session, one that might push things further.
Michael – Toronto, Ontario
Good Afternoon Master Tom,
I wanted to thank you again for an excellent session yesterday. Although it was pretty much all rope, I think it is the most intense session we have had together. In keeping with our theme of control, I find that the methodical bondage process makes it difficult to know what will happen next, as the whole experience is a mix of mechanics, craftsmanship, sadism and creativity. There are too many permutations to anticipate, which forces one to just accept what will come next without overthinking (too much!). That is a step in the right direction, and a new experience for me.
So I woke up with rope marks this morning, but very happy and farther along my “give up control” journey than I was before yesterday.
Again, thank you. And I look forward to continuing our sessions together soon.
Daryl – Toronto, Ontario
My wife has a boundless sexual appetite and, while we have a very active and satisfying sex life, her needs for gratification regularly exceed what she gets at home.
So I decided to give her the loving gift of a visit to Master Tom.
She experienced absolute bliss and countless, body-shuddering mind-blowing orgasms. Master Tom’s skill at kink and orgasm play delivered ecstasy and fulfillment she had never before enjoyed. He is compassionate, professional, fit and sexy beyond belief! His knowledge of a woman’s erogenous zones and his ability to stimulate a woman’s urges are unsurpassed.
I would recommend Master Tom to any husband who really wants his wife to be very, very happy!
SH – Toronto, ON
Thank you for yesterday. I was really tired at the end of the session — but felt good about it. The nipple clips were awesome! Couldn’t believe how much I could take. The flogging was intense – very! I went into another space. Next time let’s try the cat a little more – and a little harder. I want to see if I can take it. Really liked the leg irons — nice. Thanks again.
Darren – Chicago, MI – February 23, 2016
Master Tom ~
I had barely 3 hours sleep this morning, worked all day and did all the driving but I will be sending you feedback via letter . . so much more civilized ; ) I am now home, have eaten a little and am going to bed right now ~
Thats said . . you are truly a Master! I smiled so many times today at the thoughts that ran through my mind and realized on a couple of occasions I was squeezing my thighs together . . I loved being with you ~ I will leave it at that for now ~
I hope you may catch up on your sleep and relax ~ Blessings Master Tom
Mary – Barrie, Ontario
The entire experience was perfect! You are an exceptional Master!
Jeff – Toronto, Ontario
SIR, you wanted a report about Saturday. Here are some thoughts. The basic nipple clamp is more effective than the electric one or the one with weights. The rope bondage is interesting but not as confining as police cuffs, etc. The flogging is best — look forward to the single tail — as a lead-in to the bullwhip. Hope this is helpful. You look great in leather – wish I had more opportunity to do worship!
Dave – Washington, DC
Good Evening Master Tom,
As promised, I have let yesterday’s session “sink in”, and have observed the following:
1. My bum hurts!
2. This is probably the best session we have had together to date. The bondage was totally unexpected and a very new experience for me. I enjoyed experiencing what you described as “rope space” quite a bit. As I mentioned to you yesterday, I also think I entered sub space more than once, which left me feeling pretty high.
3. Beyond the feelings, I also think that observing your intricate rope work has provided me with some unexpected pleasure. This may seem strange, but even though I am the slave in our encounters, having you weave a complex bondage scene which generates enjoyment for both of us somehow makes me feel worthy in some way, and improves the experience
4. Our exchange on control was stimulating, and I am still processing it and its implications for me 5. Finally, yesterday was one of the few times when I experienced trust. I am a suspicious individual by nature (which is also why I like to keep in control), but the rope play especially required spontaneous trust, and I was richly rewarded by giving it (and in to) you. That was probably the best part of yesterday
So please accept my gratitude for an excellent session yesterday. I hope the session was equally rewarding for you, and I look forward to continuing my training sometime soon.
Jim – London, England
I’m not even sure where to start!
Of course I was nervous and horny leading up to our appointment. We had been waiting for a whole year, and ramping it up every day before the session. I couldn’t sleep very well for a few nights before not just because of the show, but also because of the anticipation.
It was nice to chat a little before the session, both to loosen me up a little and to get used to the space again.
This time, I really enjoyed the way you did the impact play, as we discussed at the session. The over-the-knee spanking made me really wet, as you noticed, and the dragon tail/flogger/spanking on the bench was painful, but definitely did not push my limit, which is great from our previous conversations about our first session. I found myself in a frenzy almost immediately after physical contact started.
The rope experiment was so fun. The chest harness you tied on me was absolutely beautiful and you tied me with such speed and grace. I really was awestruck of your abilities with knots and rope, I learned a lot from asking you questions. I really appreciate you educating me on such things. I don’t have access to anyone in the kink community with all the knowledge that you do, it’s really inspiring…
One thing I noticed is that I wasn’t as dazed today as I was the first session. Last year after our appointment I was extremely relaxed, my eyes were half-lidded all day, and it was like I was on a different planet! This time, I feel relaxed, and a little sore, but I think the impact of last session drugged me up in a great way. I wonder if in our next session we could explore impact again, this time with variations like we chatted about, and maybe test and experiment with where my pain tolerance is. I’m curious if that effect was from the pain or not.
What can I say about the night… sigh. It was fantastic and I loved being your plaything for the evening…
Sandy – Winnipeg, Manitoba
A great work over, Sensei!! A privilege to be in the hands of a Master. And a fantastic facility, which overwhelmed a jaded old sot like me. Want to get back in there soon! So much to try – if it pleases Sensei. I could tell Sensei felt at home there. Understandably.
Sensei was more gentle this time. Deliberately so. Part of training of my body and mind that they offer no resistance as he treats me. And makes me grow. At my age I should be shrinking. I am not. With Sensei’s guidance. What a wonderful adventure. I feel twenty years younger.
I have been flogged many times, and done the flogging myself, many times, but strangely never on a solid frame. I have attended ‘seminars’ with (self-proclaimed) masters on the subject. I understand how it works. I understand the ‘high’. It was flogging that set me free of vanilla sex years ago and changed me – for the better. Love the feeling of the total restraint on the cross. I wanted it as soon as I saw the device. It intensifies the whole experience. Your ‘technique’ was perfect. A most serious compliment. I think I could have taken a harder beating but harder is not the point – which isn’t to say that such might not be necessary for Sensei’s purposes another time.
The gentle judo beat down was also great. A head trip to a space I never been. Core to Sensei’s power over me. Good to build on.
John – Manhattan, NY
Thanks for the kinky play last night. Enjoyed exploring the dungeon. Hope you had a hot time as well. :). Have a great holiday and see you in the new year. xoxo.
Alice – Oakville, Ontario
Oh my, where could I begin ?
He is physically in very good shape (everywhere), very nice lines . . .
Meticulously clean . . . (though I expect no less)
He is prepared . . as in a plan B, C and D !
He is organized and intuitive, with a true ‘bend’ (kink headspace) and is very confident, but thankfully not arrogant (out of context). He is so very masterful that he can, I believe, allow himself to be considerate and can change in a second to accommodate while still maintaining total control. He checked his work and myself fairly frequently.
He very much ‘heard’ what I was asking for and understood what I needed! !
He is quite learned and multi-dimensional . . . a very interesting individual . . .
His library is extensive and comprehensive pertaining mainly to optimal performance, attitude, BDSM, with a concentration on psychology, physiology and sexology, (both female and male).
After our conversation, he led me to an array of menacing looking instruments for me to inspect, lol, and spoke to me a little about how some were used, why and precautions to be taken.
He not only described the articles, but rendered examples (my fave!)
Bottom line, I was not quite sure what to expect, but as he began to go up one side of me and down the other . . . with a ‘take no hostages’ attitude, I took absolute pleasure in every moment . . He met my passions and desires with proficiency and sensual prowess . . . Mmm . . it has been such a long while since I have been allowed to play! lol And I was however surprised on 2 counts ! One . . . I DON’T SUBMIT! But there I was . . . a virtual ‘sub cliché’ . . and Two, because he had such ‘balance’, I would in future allow him to go a fair lot further than I ever intended, I must say, in scenario and application.
I also found I could handle a reasonable amount, in that it was my first time, but he layered so masterfully and deliciously, In one instance, he took me from 0 to 100 in seconds . . . Hmm, I thought I was pretty good but . . . apparently I have been missing some things, lol!!
I told him he could leave marks (reasonably) on my body but not where it would be obvious, and God knows he didn’t miss anything! I thought I’d look like a walking ‘Etch-a-Sketch’, but I have ‘0’ marks anywhere but my bum : ) Ahhh. . . he IS Masterful ! ! He used a little of everything on me, always asking me “on a scale of 1-10 . .” ) I assume because he doesn’t know me . . and because man, did some of it sting and burn! GEEZE!!! However, by all indication, he is a very intelligent, very meticulous and intuitive Dom!
I would certainly engage in this type of play again with him, and intend to, though it will have to be a treat I give myself.
Jane – Toronto, ON – August 2014
I am a senior guy visiting Toronto this summer and had a great series of sessions with Master Tom. I am particularly interested in urethral sounding and Master Tom gave me the most intense experiences I have ever had with sounds.
If you have ever wondered about sounding, I would highly recommend Master Tom for your first time. He is obsessed with safety and clinical level cleanliness.
He is also obsessed with giving his clients the most intense experience possible and he has an uncanny way of quickly understanding your body and what makes you sexually tick.
There is absolutely no rush at all and he is as committed to the experience as his clients are. He puts the client totally at ease, and discusses thoroughly what the clients needs and and then how he intends to create that experience.
On top of all of this Master Tom is super sexy with a perfect body and handsome face.
His hands are magical. He is a very engaging, a well balanced individual, and a superb conversationalist – when you are not being blown away by his technique! If you are not interested in sounding, do not worry, he’s also equally fantastic in so many other ways.
David – Bejiing, China
Passing along this follow-up note as requested 😉
First off – thank you for an amazing time! Really. Learned a lot… experience a lot… orgasmed a lot… 😉
Truth is — the ability to “feel” that deeply… and just surrender to experience… was beyond anything I would have anticipated it would be. So thank you beyond measure for that.
Feeling great today. No real aches or pains. However, my ass is still red… with some seriously beautiful markings on it. A gift to carry with me from our session.
Nina – Toronto, ON
Hello Master Tom,
First thank you so much for an astounding experience last Sunday. I really appreciate all the time and effort you took in setting everything up.
I am sorry that I didn’t write sooner – I have been in work mode since our meeting – and now have a chance to take a breathe and drop you a line.
the session far exceeded expectations. When I left I just wanted to totally decompress. I actually walked all the way back to my hotel because I didn’t want another human in my space as I processed it all. All a very good thing, mind you.
You were clinical, supportive and connected. Loved it. I never felt unsafe. I always knew I was in skilled hands.
The high point was actually the final whipping. I am so glad we used the cross. It made all the difference. To be tightly secured to the cross and unable to flail around as the whipping progressed was simply mind blowing. At the same time to be able to push one’s body into the padding of the cross as the whipping progressed was strangely comforting. The impact came from one side and a sense of soft comfort from the cross’ padding was just the right juxtaposition. As you observed, I think I could have taken more. Maybe I could have handled a few strokes from the single tail to finish it off.
The initial flogging was good too. It was hot being strung up from the ceiling. Maybe to have been completely naked at that point with legs spread as well could have been an enhancement.
I like the violet wand. I have had it before and it is effective in getting the nerves all revved up. I actually done more severe electro which I really like as well.
The piercing was remarkable. I think I could have handled more. I understood what you were hoping for with the string. Trying to force an erection to pull on the strings to increase the tension on the needles. Having the piercing down there was hot. You are such an expert at getting the most pain out of those needles. The nipple you didn’t pierce that you teased with the needle was wild. You could have kept that up all night.
BTW I loved it when you instructed me to remove your vest.
What an amazing venue! So much more in there I would have loved to have tried. I can’t get the spike chair out of my head. To be secured to that and have either serious electro and/or piercing applied. WILD!
I hope that you will consider seeing me again. I will be in Toronto again, although I can’t give you any firm dates.
Thank you again, very much.
Gary – San Francisco, CA
Hello Master Tom!
It’s the day after and I’m more properly in a frame of mind to give you my report. Last night was fun and exciting. My bum is quite black and blue today, but it feels like a nice reminder of what happened. I’ve been icing it periodically and the welts have gone down. That was the most intense impact play I’ve ever done, so I’m a bit sore, but it’s not a bad thing. I was walking around today and the pain of the bruises was making me wet.
I really enjoyed the closeness, the tenderness, and also, the restraint all at the same time. I also enjoyed the numerous orgasms, of course. It was a great release for me. Today I feel extremely relaxed and blissed out. I’m back at our place in Toronto after being out all day, and now I just want to nap for a while!
I think for next time I’d like to play around more with restraint instead of such intense impact (I’m maybe more of a wimp than I thought).
Jennifer – Toronto, ON
Thank you for the session last night, Sir.
This morning I feel relaxed and content. I can see the marks of my training. My nipples are deliciously sensitive and I find myself frequently touching them, especially the pierced one.
The dungeon space is very impressive, in terms of the equipment and the amount of space devoted to it.
I enjoyed the bondage and the flogging – the rope suspension was a new and welcome experience. Although the rope and arms around my neck were initially disconcerting, I knew you wouldn’t take that type of play very far.
Thank you again, Sir.
Mark – San Diego, CA
Good evening Master Tom,
As promised, I wanted to follow up on our session yesterday. It will take me a while to process what happened, but I have a few preliminary thoughts I wanted to share:
Wow. I know I have said this after each session we have had, but yesterday’s was the best session you and I have had together. I was expecting a new level in S&M, building on our past time together, but the program you put together yesterday just blew my mind. If someone had told me even just 6 months ago that I would be allowing someone to perform needle play on me I would have had them committed. Yet here I was yesterday, willingly accepting (and dare I say craving) this new experience, which is like nothing I have ever felt before.
You and I have discussed trust in the past, but I feel yesterday was a watershed. Under normal circumstances, my mind would have been going in overdrive analysing the risk inherent in needle play, worries around marks arising from such activities… Instead, I found myself accepting it to happen and decided to let myself enjoy the experience. This is very unusual for me, and it occurred to me today that trust is having to give up control. This feels blindingly obvious now, but I never relised that trust and control were related. In truth, this is sort of life changing for me, and I will need more time to process it. But if I am right, this session will have opened a door I did not know existed. Few things are as precious as that…
I can’t pretend I remember everything that happened yesterday (one of the bad sides of being naturally high), but I do know that for the first time in my life, I actually sought pain. I DO remember the satisfied look on your face as you inserted needles in my body, and the happiness I felt at being penetrated in this way. As the evening progressed, and you increased your level of sadism by applying electricity to the needles, I felt that your sadism and my desire for pain were in fact the same impulse. Again, this may be obvious now, but I never realised that the S and the M were symbiotic. Your enjoyment at seeing me suffer was mirrored by my enjoyment at receiving pain from you. I even thought at some point of begging you to flog the living daylights out of me (knowing how much I loathe impact play). Now that I realise this, I’m not sure I will ever look at pain in the same way…
Finally, as I reflect on yesterday, I am struck by the fact that our session may in fact have been performance art. It is well documented that art is both a process and a result. A process because art is creation. The bondage you performed on me was the creation of a state that did not exist before, and although you were the artist, we did it together. Result because at the end of our session, I felt augmented in an unquantifiable way by the experience you created for me. I know this will sound a little flaky, but the best part of our session is we created art together: I was canvas and you were the artist.
As I mentioned before, these are preliminary thoughts. Not sure any of this makes sense, but as I further process, I may be able to clarify some of these thoughts. In any event, what I feel now most keenly is gratitude for the fact that you have expanded my horizons. My only hope is that our time together brought you at least a fraction of the personal growth you have given me.
I look forward to our next session.
Tim – Toronto, ON
Well, that was fun, wasn’t it? All is well here. Back is still yummingly warm and glowing. Nipples hot and bothered, but that is about it.
Unfortunately, I am back to trying to control things this morning. Such is life. Great session. Wow where did the time go? Was looking forward to getting my balls caught in the stocks. Well, let’s put that on the list for the Fall event. The only thing I would have done differently was to have stripped completely naked for the whipping on the cross. Feeling the violet wand down there would have been wild.
The exam room option got me thinking. Maybe next time the prisoner goes to the exam room first for examination to assure he is strong enough for torture? Ah, options.
Thank you again, and hope to see you in the Fall. I know that I am in good hands….with just enough room left for imaginary doubts.
John – San Francisco, CA
Since this was my first spanking ever, I came not knowing what to expect. I was told by another Dom to just trust Master Tom, that it was clear that he was a professional with a lot of experience and knew what he was doing. Nothing could have been truer.
His introduction had me totally at ease by the time he started spanking me. He used a large flat leather glove to contrast with his rapid fire pummelling, first on my shorts, eventually on my bare ass. All through this, he kept forcing me to focus on how I was breathing and kept reinforcing that throughout the session.
By the time he attached me to the St. Andrew’s Cross for the core experience, I felt prepared. Master Tom used a wide variety of instruments on my ass, comparing and contrasting how the earlier spanking blows become a relief as the instruments get harder and sharper. What seemed a bit difficult at first became totally welcome as new instruments brought new levels of pain. I was blind-folded to make me concentrate on the sensations and on the noise of each impact. From my standpoint, it totally worked. While a lot of it was jolting, I really understood and, through the breathing and some imaging on my part, I was able to ride with it whatever he was doing.
Master Tom had me in difficulty in a couple of instances, most notably with the buggy whip (I think) which was sharp and insistent and which he did use for what seemed like long periods on two occasions. He had me squirming madly and struggling for sure. I really had to concentrate to keep myself under control but it was nothing like trying to handle the four overwhelming blows he used to finish the core part of the session. I thought it was a thick leather strap he had but he did use three wooden paddles at various times, one with holes, and it now seems more likely to me that it was one of those. With them, he had my body totally melting, the stuffing knocked out of me. I didn’t use his safe word but if he had hit me with the same force one more time, I could not have gotten through it. As it was, I was nauseous; that would have been an even more embarrassing result if he hit me again and I threw up. Whatever it was, I still deep deep down felt the pain and its aftermath for days.
Master Tom never made things happen longer than I could take. He pushed me at times but knew exactly what I was experiencing and played me. This certainly established my limits at this stage.
Master Tom then took me down and into a vigorous cool-down that ended in the most beautiful light double flogging I could ever imagine. Divine.
Master Tom was very open and supportive throughout. My Dom friend was very impressed by my heavily marked ass and thighs, declaring that my first spanking had been a good, thorough thrashing. In spite of that, while I felt light headed, I felt good and did not feel crushed or overwhelmed by the hour plus session. Eventually, the four paddle strokes that ended the St. Andrew’s Cross part did take over my mind and my being but that was largely during the second day when the pain in my ass reached epic proportions for me.
Into the third day (slightly less than two days after the session), the heavier aspects of the pain quickly subsided and I was largely left with a deep-seated hurt where the paddle strokes had hit. As everything was receding, I found myself grabbing and squeezing my ass to revive some of the sharper pains which by then I was finding surprisingly pleasurable.
All in all, as a first experience, I found it amazing and quite extraordinary.
Yuri G. – Latvia